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Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
1:48 pm	Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?" Trey You are going to make an impact in the world... keep up the good work.. you will be happy in life. If your life were a sitcom, it'd be The O.C. But since this quiz is about reality shows, yours is most like Laguna Beach, the real story of Orange County teens. Like the cast of Laguna Beach, you're part of a tight-knit community and you have a small group of friends you're most comfortable with. Outsiders may think your life is perfect, but truth is, you've got all the normal stresses -- school, friends, the future -- as everyone else. It doesn't get more real than that! Like Mary-Kate Olsen, you've got a boho fashion sensibility. Your look is natural, earthy, and pretty. Long, flowing skirts, peasant blouses, and embroidered pieces make up the majority of your wardrobe. You love to accessorize with funky scarves, beaded shoes, and eclectic pieces of jewelry from all around the world. These types of little details really make your look. People can't help but notice (and love) your unconventional style! Other Celebs Who Share Your Style: Mischa Barton and Kirsten Dunst. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
1:03 pm	The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? What You Really Think Of Your Friends Maz is your soulmate. You truly love Zehra. You consider Secily your true friend. You know that Meghan is always thinking of you. You'll remember Emily for the rest of your life. You secretly think Liz is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Stephanie is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Matt is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Matt changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Katherine is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Katherine has a hidden internet romance. What Do You Think of Your Friends? Your #1 Love Type: INFJ The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP Your #2 Love Type: ENFJ The Giver In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail. For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring. Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational. However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner. Best matches: INFP or ISFP Your #3 Love Type: INTJ The Scientist In love, you tend to be very private and withdrawn - even when things are going well. For you, sex is important in a happy relationship. Less important when things aren't going well. Overall, you are confident, intelligent, and serious about commitment. However, you tend to hold back and not show your emotions. Best matches: ENFP and ENTP What's Your Love Type? Current Mood: bored Current Music: So Much - Spill Canvas (Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
5:34 pm	You're Strung Out on MySpace!!! Take Are you addicted to MySpace? today! Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.</p> You're a full-blown addict. Please admit this to yourself, if you haven't already. MySpace is your drug, your world, your all. You eat and breathe MySpace. You walk and talk MySpace. You just can't get enough. If you're not checking your Profile Hits, you're attempting to add more "friends" to your list. If you don't have a new message, you quickly send one out and await a reply (oh, that red "New Messages!" alert!). Perhaps there is a MySpace Addicts Anonymous group you can join . . . You are a Radical. Right on! What kind of Sixties Person are you? brought to you by Quizilla Tourniquet Which Of My Favorite Evanescence Songs Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You Are Breath No More I actually finally down loaded this song while I was creating this quiz. I was blown away. The song is amazing, though frustratingly rare to find. You are lost to yourself and to others. You don't know who you are anymore and your reality is so screwed up and distorted. I can seriously empathize with the way you are feeling because this is my song too. Your Lyrics: I've been looking in the mirror for so long That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side Oh the little pieces falling shatter Shards of me too sharp to put back together Too small to matter But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces If I try to touch her And I bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe no more Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit's well Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child Lie to me Convince me that I've been sick forever And all of this will make sense when I get better But I know the difference between myself and my reflection I just can't help but to wonder Which of us do you love So I bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe no- Bleed I bleed And I breathe [3x] I breathe no more What Extremely Underrated Evanescence song are you? brought to you by Quizilla You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already. In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth. </td> Buddhism 92% Hinduism 92% Islam 83% Judaism 79% Christianity 71% Paganism 67% agnosticism 46% Satanism 29% atheism 25% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com You are Enjolras! What Les Miserables Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are Michael Alig. You are king of the Club Kids. You are the crack-smoking gay party promoter with a penchant for hotpants, red lipstick and Andy Worhol. You created some of the wildest parties this country has ever seen. You had it all.. fame, money,.. men. So what if you helped kill your drug dealer, chopped off his legs, sprinkled him with baking soda, and humped the box you stuffed him in. You're still pretty and you know it! Which one of Michael Alig's Club Kids are you? brought to you by Quizilla Which musical is most like your life? Les Miserables You are miserable and can never seem to get ahead in life. Your best bet is to join together with the rest of your struggling community and revolt when things don't go your way. Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. Which Tori Amos song are you? Silent All These Years You may want to be someone else for awhile, but your voice is still there. Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. Which of my favorite songs are you? Safe from Harm- Massive Attack "I was looking back to see if you were looking back at me to see me looking back at you" You are paranoid. You are also sorta self-conscious. You fear people judging you. Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. The most ideal way of suicide for you is... Jump to your death (Get on something high up, make a ruckus to cause croud, jump) What's wrong with you? Your Mom not give you enough attention as a child or what? NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY! NO ONE THINKS YOU'RE FUNNY AND NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOU SING! but at least you finaly get your 15 minutes of fame atop that building... just remember to jump. Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. Which Female Cast Member of 90210 Are You? Andrea Zuckerman You are a nerd and nobody really likes you. Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. Which Trading Spaces designer are you? Hildi You are one of the designers on the show that most homeowners are afraid of getting. You are known for your crazy room schemes, which include things like feathers and fake flowers on the walls. You are wealthy and narcissistic, and like to leave something of yourself in each room. Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. Your dating personality profile: Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you. Your date match profile: Liberal - You need a person who has liberal opinions and beliefs. You are engaged by political discussions and would find a liberal viewpoint refreshing in a date. Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw her out of her shell and get to know what she is all about. Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life. Your Top Ten Traits 1. Liberal 2. Big-Hearted 3. Religious 4. Intellectual 5. Romantic 6. Shy 7. Athletic 8. Traditional 9. Wealthy/Ambitious 10. Practical Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Liberal 2. Shy 3. Religious 4. Intellectual 5. Big-Hearted 6. Practical 7. Traditional 8. Athletic 9. Romantic 10. Funny Take the Dating Personality Quiz - Get Dating Advice Current Mood: blah Current Music: Silent All These Years - Tori Amos (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
10:34 am	Congrats! Your Longview! What Green Day Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin' miserable. You constantly look over your shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even when you are alone. So naturally, you have become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your personality can be one demensional but confusing. You are constantly bored with life and wish that something could spice it up. You have a unique view on life and have identified the problems with school society (Ex...what makes popular people, how the student mind works...) You would rather be alone because you hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one understands you, not even your parents / guardians / friends. But that is just the opposite! The people who love you want to help, but they don't know how because they have a feeling that they will say something wrong and turn you away. You have to let them know that you are willing to hear what they have to say...and it might do some good to listen to them. Some fields you might consider going in when you are older...Judge, author, songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist, philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a job where you can express yourself and your views on life. Or you need a field where you can judge others and predict what is going on in others life. Either way... you have the personality to get you a good job that will support you throughout life. What type of teenager are you? brought to you by Quizilla congrats! you are an artsy indie fuck! you understand way more then any normal human being in so much ways. you listen to the most excellent abstract music and analize everything it means and even doesnt mean! art is the life around us and no one else could possibly think about understanding it what type of indie fuck are you? brought to you by Quizilla In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears! You are constantly hurt and depressed... No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you... You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems... But you have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what you have to say. You've been hurt many times that you don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an endless river flowing... You've started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through :) What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!) brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: bored Current Music: The L Word! (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 29th, 2005
4:54 pm	Grunge! You're all about the music and would even turn your back on fame just to stay true to your roots... You reached your high in the early '90s, but you're still making some good stuff! Keep rocking! What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla You Are Avril Lavigne! A bit hardcore on the outside... But sweet and sensitive on the inside. "It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick? Take This Quiz :-) Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson "Fall, with you I fall so fast I can hardly catch my breath I hope it lasts" In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts. What 2004 Hit Song Are You? Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have? You Are a Visionary Soul You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You? Your EQ is 73 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)? You Are a Psycho Ex If you can't already count the number of restraining orders you have against you on both hands... Well, just wait a couple years. Seriously, you don't let your exes go - or forget. And while you may think it's fun to get back at exes, you're just damaging yourself Until you ditch your past (including all those guys), you won't be ready for Mr. Right What Kind of Ex Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. Current Mood: geeky Current Music: Reinventing the Wheel to Run Myself Over - Fall Out Boy (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 18th, 2004
7:56 pm	New Home(s)! To the two (maybe three) people that actually read this journal: For dark and depressing thoughts, you can find me here: http://xanga.com/hungerhurts_starvingworks. For political/activism rants, you can find me here: http://xanga.com/habibirawker. For daily ramblings, you can find me here: http://booth-bitch.diaryland.com.  (If you want the username and password, all you have to do is ask  Its just that simple, man.) And, just because everyone has a livejournal, and I wanted to feel special, you can find me here: http://livejournal.com/users/bole_chudiya.  PunkRawkCowgrl07@aol.com OneChicaRevolution@yahoo.com I'll still you this journal for surveys.  So, no worries.  In the meantime, visit me at one of the above and make sure to leave me love!  Muah.   Current Mood: tired Current Music: For You - Bright Eyes (Comment on this)
Monday, November 22nd, 2004
8:48 pm	Fragmented ideas and too many pronouns...   <html><img src="http://www.insanejournal.com/userpic/12872/2703"> I was right. My suspicions were confirmed at 11:27 last night when I received a text message. There's always one reason to feel not good enough, and its hard at the end of the day. I need some distraction. Oh, beautiful release... I need a distraction...whether it be alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, cutting...whatever. I just need something to take my mind off of...this. Oh heck, I don't need that. I just need good music. Me + Taking Back Sunday + Something Corporate = Oh, so emo...tional. Oh, how I heart emo kids with broken hearts. There's definitely beauty in the breakdown. I can't believe I just used 'heart' as a verb. Nicki's pissed at me again. ::rolls eyes:: I've become so indifferent when It comes to her. I finally just don't care. ::shrugs:: While you were sleeping, I was listening to the radio and wondering what you're dreaming when it came to mind that I didn't care... Of the million things that you "had to say", you'd think that sorry just just might have found its way in there somehow. But whatever, I don't give a damn. Every time you go away, it actually kind of makes my day...I don't give a damn. I don't give a shit. What you say about that?...You know I'm not gonna cry about some stupid [girl]... What-the-freak-ever. We're both such magnificent liars, so crush me baby, I'm all ears. 'm willing and waiting to prove the worst of everything you had to say about me... Enough about her. She kept it all inside. Now, she has got nothing to hide. At such a young age, she took her own life... I wish he would stop calling it the "easy way out". Did it ever occur to you that maybe its the *only* way out? I longed for death. I know that now. I welcomed it, a release from the pain of living... My bed is made of suicide and it strangles me in my sleep. </html>   Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
6:06 pm	If you don't know me, I can't say you're missing out on anything.  Maybe today's the end of my life.  How will you feel?  What if I did it on purpose?  Would you still feel the same?  If you know me, then this is your chance.  Tell me everything because I won't be here any longer...   Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
5:10 pm	Empty Shell   I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea, but she washed me shore, and she took my pearl...and left an empty shell of me...   Current Mood: empty Current Music: Sullen Girl - Fiona Apple (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 20th, 2004
8:07 pm	Silently screaming myself to sleep, I cry and cry and cry.  I wanna shave my head, tattoo myself with tears, and die...   Current Mood: melancholy (Comment on this)
Friday, November 12th, 2004
1:43 am	I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want   ::sigh:: I love you so much. I wish you'd let me show you...how perfect we could be...together...as more than friends... Current Mood: restless Current Music: She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 11th, 2004
11:42 am	Don't Dream It's Over...   There is freedom within, there is freedom without Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost But you'll never see the end of the road While you're traveling with me Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they won't win Now I'm towing my car, there's a hole in the roof My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof In the paper today tales of war and of waste But you turn right over to the T.V. page Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us Don't ever let them win   Current Mood: content Current Music: Freak Out - Avril Lavigne (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 7th, 2004
3:05 pm	Emotional Landmines After a breakup, certain streets, locations, even times of the day are off-limits.  The city becomes a deserted battlefield, loaded with emotional landmines.  You have to be very careful where you step or you could be blown to pieces... Current Mood: confused Current Music: Free Falling - Tom Petty (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 6th, 2004
10:20 pm	Hit the floor..in a BLAZE...   There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say Too many things that you've said about me when I’m not around You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down But I’ve had too many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine [Chorus] (One minute you're on top) The next you're not watch it drop (Making your heart stop) Just before you hit the floor (One minute you're on top) Next you're not missed your shot (Making you're heart stop) You think you've won (And then its all gone) So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time Cause I’ve had so many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine [Chorus] (One minute you're on top) The next you're not watch it drop (Making your heart stop) Just before you hit the floor (One minute you're on top) Next you're not missed your shot (Making you're heart stop) You think you've won (And then its all gone) (And then it’s all gone) (And then its all gone) (And then it’s all gone) (Now it’s all gone) I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway And all the lies have got you floating up above us all But what goes up has got to fall [Chorus] (One minute you're on top) The next you're not watch it drop (Making your heart stop) Just before you hit the floor (One minute you're on top) Next you're not missed your shot (Making you're heart stop) You think you've won (And then its all gone) (And then it’s all gone) (And then its all gone) (And then it’s all gone) (Now it’s all gone)   Current Mood: angry Current Music: Driven Under - Seether (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
10:29 pm	in all of this happiness this acceptance of mistakes I'm finally starting to see where we stand we're simple and distorted broken by life and no matter what you say our bond is dying and you don't come to me when you're hurting anymore you just retreat into your silent lonely world and when I need you you're never there but in your absence I don't have the strength to care about what happens anymore we're simply gone love and infatuation are two different things we were blinded, confused by what love brings it hurts to think of the promises made all the devotion that has faded you're gone to some other life and I'm here moving on with time this used to mean so much to me but now I realize we must let this die and you said this was everything youve been waiting for and you said I was everything but now you're leaving walk out the door, walk out the door and you don't come to me when you're hurting anymore you just retreat into your silent lonely world and when I need you you're never there but in your absence I don't have the strength to care about what happens anymore about what happens anymore and you don't come to me when you're hurting anymore you just retreat into your silent lonely world and when I need you you're never there   Current Mood: worried Current Music: Simply Gone - Courtney Fairchild (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 31st, 2004
4:18 pm	Masochist or Optimist? In love, there is a fine line between pleasure and pain. In fact, its a common belief that a relationship without pain is a relationship not worth having. To some, pain implies growth. But, how do we know when the growing pains stop, and the pain pains take over? Are we masochists or optimists if we continue to walk that fine line? When it comes to relationships, how do we know when enough is enough? Feeling - Confused. Hearing - Shane Barnard's Lord, I Give You My Heart. Seeing - Layouts. Quoting - "[Today]'s Halloween, or Samhain for the Wiccanly inclined. I'm not dressing up, if I do, it'll be as a makeshift Mormon Missionary. I have all the pieces for it. If I do dress up, I'll be sure to post a piccie or to, just to show mah hawt ass off (not implying any possible nudity)." (Invernal) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
9:59 pm	Cute Without The ''E'' <br> <i> No one ever lied straight to your face.  No one ever stabbed you in the back.  You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay...You don't know what it's like what it's like to be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around, to be on the edge of breaking down, but no one's there to save you ...</i>   I'm bleeding...both physically and emotionally.  Go ahead and pretend to care... <br> Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Over and Over Again - Nelly & Tim McGraw (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
9:47 pm	Simply Gone... You don't come to me when you're hurting anymore. You just retreat into your silent lonely world... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Thank You - Dido (Comment on this)
Monday, October 11th, 2004
2:40 pm	I throw myself into the rain As we run down these old train Tracks again The moon is naked in the sky So maybe you and I could fly Or pretend As the stars fall from grace And light your glowing face I'm teachin' myself to dream I'm holding' my breath to scream I'm teachin' myself to belive in the world And it goes around in the sky so blue That's what dreamers do Can't say what day it is or year But thou shalt have no fear For I know your name You can't believe what I did And maybe I'm just a kid But the we're both the same I watch the hours through the glass And now the time will finally pass I'm teachin' myself to dream I'm learnin' what love can be I'm teachin' myself to Belive in the things I don't understand I don't even know if they're true That's what dreamers do Stapled eyes can't open until waking And all your lies will be your undertaking I let my mind dance and flow We'll make magic and I'll know As the lilacs slowly grow All my dreams are true [repeat chorus] Current Mood: calm Current Music: Teaching Myself to Dream - Katy Rose (Comment on this)